Why do i feel as if the grey cloud is on me ?

I feel as if everything is falling apart, friends , family…! 


My Mickey Friend :)

i dnt knw why … i just always wanted you to smile, cuz in the beginning when we started talking you where almost sad , nd crying fr everythng , only thiong that went in ma mind is
to make you smile
so i did it every day …. i forget being frank at times wheneva i talk to u.
only one thing gets a priority when i talk to u ..
to make u smile
so it automatically went away..
that being frank!

When you stop giving attention to the one..!

It is so true..! when you stop giving attention to the people who you like, if they care and like you enough, they will surely come searching for you ! 


My french teacher in high school  is extremely so kind…! she was my teacher when i was in grade nine , and i loved her so much…! she was so so nice! she gave me great marks for the work i had put in.! she liked my bro so much ! well she never met him ! i did a presentation on him in class one day and ever since she is always amused at me for loving my brother so dearly..! 


And today when my english teacher did not come, she was the supply for the other half of the class…and out of the 30 people in class..! she waved a big “H I ” to me and i felt so special and she remembered me in her class from grade nine…and she asked me why i did not continue with french…and at that moment i wish i did ! 

it was not hard, i always scored 90 and above in french…..i do not know WHY i didnt take it ! 


If there’s one thing i recommend younger people, when like before you enter high school or after you enter…have a clear decision about what you want to do in life and be CAREFUL about what courses you take..! sometimes you wish you could have taken that course……!! no regrets..! i have some regrets in the course i took in my high school life.! 


I am telling y’all from experience, and mine might mean nothing to you, but somewhere, someone might benefit from reading this ! 


in conclusion love the people who still rmbr you after a loong time ! my french teacher i can never forget in life <3<3

Is this reality or am i dreaming too much ?

Every time when he talks to me, i jump in joy..!
But i feel as though he is not concerned about my feelings !
I try to show my feelings, yet i do not know whether he is acting as if he does not understand it or he gets and ignores it or simply he is feeling the same ?
how will i find the answer to this ? yea, it s simple, ASK him right? i am too scared to ask him !
Even today when he ,messaged me, i felt happy…. he made me smile !
but he only messaged me to tell me something about someone..!
i do not known !
i get confused !
n he confuses me
n i confuse him !
Funny feelings !