Is this reality or am i dreaming too much ?

Every time when he talks to me, i jump in joy..!
But i feel as though he is not concerned about my feelings !
I try to show my feelings, yet i do not know whether he is acting as if he does not understand it or he gets and ignores it or simply he is feeling the same ?
how will i find the answer to this ? yea, it s simple, ASK him right? i am too scared to ask him !
Even today when he ,messaged me, i felt happy…. he made me smile !
but he only messaged me to tell me something about someone..!
i do not known !
i get confused !
n he confuses me
n i confuse him !
Funny feelings !